Saturday 11 December 2010

7th till the 11th

Gilday, what a douche name.

Right, howdy hoe Internet. How is everyone?


Tuesday 7th; not alot really happened, it was quite boring to be honest with you, except art with the beautiful Emma Martin, LOL! Not being able to stand the other teacher, that was hilarious.
Wednesday 8th; Oh gosh, the handsome lad came for dinner. My mother, what an embarrassment. Over all it was a lovely night though. Just waiting for the 21st now when i take my handsome Alex down to see my dad's, dad's side of the family, oh goodness.

Thusday 9th; The silence, well, what do you do when you have to stay silent all day, over think, what happens when you over think? You get depressed and cry all day. Silly Gilday. But lunch was amusing, as i couldn't really do much, myself, Gabriella, and William destroyed my uggs, meaning i had nothing to wear on my feet for the rest of the day, thank you two for making my feet freeze. Might i congratulate everyone else on collecting as much money as they did on their stools, our enterprise group is actually amazing.
Friday 10th; The boyfriends birthday, it was a good ay at school, until i got home started to feel shit ended up collapsing into bed. Didn't really do much but cry. Didn't get any sleep either, Hence the shitty mood I'm in this morning.Saturday 11th; Yes, i stumbled out of bed at like 9:45 threw up, got dressed and put my make up on, just to go through files on my PC that made me cry and ruin most of it. Aren't i smart.

This is killing me;
Whilst going through my old files, i found mine and Alex's old conversations. After reading them i had cried a huge puddle on my desk, I've been such a dick towards him in the past and I'm glad I've changed. Yes, I'm still protective, but not as much as i used to be, i never gave him any space. I never let him do anything, not even change his msn name without questioning him. What a div, I'm happy I've changed towards our relationship. Giving him the freedom he needs, hopefully i won't screw us up this time.


Another striking thing;
Daniel Mill's over obsessed pal, stop sending me formspring crap, I'm well aware who you are, even though you haven't actually confronted me about it. You act like the world is over cause hes talking to me, I'm not involved in your friendship so leave me out of this, and before you post a little bitchy thing about me, don't bother, cause its truly not worth it. I don't give to shits what you call me, or if you like me, all i have done is try and help yours and Daniels friendship stay strong, ask him if you don't believe me.

Well this has been just awful.
Mia Elly Gilday. ♥

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