Lord.

Oh look its blogger, my bad, i practically forgot about you LOL.

Lifes crap. I get used like a tissue. Think you trust a boy, just turns out he's like everyone else. How many times will i make this mistake before i realise that its just not worth it.

Over these holidays I've got close to three certain gentlemen, what lovely people they are. Thing is, I've pretty much drifted from everyone else.

These holiday's all i have done is sit downstairs watching Kerrang and chatting to people online... I have no life, except for Sunday. I did something then, its starting to seem like a regret now; aye funkypigeon.com.

That kid;
Alex, your the source of most my anger, you honestly me want to explode. I'm fed up of the useless arguments you seem to like to create. Either talk to me, or don't pal, its beginning to destroy me. Yes, I'm all up for helping you and friendly conversations, but you turn it into an argument, and I'm not up for that. You lied to my face for practically three years. I'm not taking your shit for any more. Much love.


Oh hey Harry Stagg, I hear you married me? Smooth. ;)

Start blogging more Gilday?

Mia Elly Gilday. ♥

Damn.

Blog time!

The things you learn aye? Over the last couple of days, I've had my heart broken, crushed, played with, exploited, and then enriched.
Some of my friends have to be the best in the world, and I take them for granted, for that i am sorry.

I have been ill the whole of the week, so on top of already feeling like shit, I get a little know it all "princess" ruining my life.

The evening's; oh lord, where to start. Some conversations are lovely, like my frequent facebok chats, "sex slave" and what not. LOL! Chin up mate. But then there is always a nasty side, of which you find out the truth. I hate living my life online, but its the only way i can do anything in the winter. Fricking weather. 

Lunch today; even though it was raining, it had to be most memorable. I mean what do you do when you have a can of foam? You squirt it everywhere of course. Boy! The floor was a state. Honestly, made my week. <3

Not sure what else to put in this to be honest. ¬_¬"

Live life for the now.

Mia Elly Gilday. ♥

12th of December.

Darn it. Thats right, myself and Howard have broken up. Again. But this time, at least we both have valed reasons.


"If there's anybody there, can you help, get me out of here." Bit of Mayday Parade there.

I'd just like to appologise to anyone i have fliped out at over the last month or so. I suppose thats all for now.

Bye For Now.

Mia Elly Gilday. ♥

11th of December.

Edward god darn Klesel; this kid saved me from myself tonight. As much as i hate to say it i was having second thoughts, because of rumors. But this kid put his faith into me and helped me get through everything this evening. Which he does all the time. All the people in the world that get this lovely lad to be their friend better not take him for granted, cause if anyone ever hurts him, I'll be on you like a bad rash. This kid knows me inside out, as do i know him. I'm proud to call him my best friend. As i now understand the meaning of those words. Klesel what I'm trying to say is thank you, you listen to me moan, you take my rages and you help me get over pathetic little things. I just hope I'm doing enough in return. You are a sweet young man. And you do mean a lot to me. :')

Another beautiful being happens to be Klesel's stunning girlfriend Dannie Couzins; this beaut has kept me on my feet the last couple of days, being my personal spy, and prep talker. She looks after me in such an amazing way. From being my tutor buddie, to technically my sister I truly do love her.

I've never seen such a perfect couple as these two. Honestly all the best to both of you. You both deserve it. ;)

Jessica Mae Vernon; I feel I should mention you even though we have not chatted much in the last couple of days. You need to forget about silly little gentleman sometimes and focus on the bigger picture. I know you'll want to annoy them so they talk to you, but you'll drive them away my beaut. You need to take a chill pill and a look back at what your doing. I love you my sweet and chin up. :)

Thats all folks

Mia Elly Gilday. ♥

7th till the 11th

Gilday, what a douche name.

Right, howdy hoe Internet. How is everyone?

Tuesday 7th; not alot really happened, it was quite boring to be honest with you, except art with the beautiful Emma Martin, LOL! Not being able to stand the other teacher, that was hilarious.
Wednesday 8th; Oh gosh, the handsome lad came for dinner. My mother, what an embarrassment. Over all it was a lovely night though. Just waiting for the 21st now when i take my handsome Alex down to see my dad's, dad's side of the family, oh goodness.
Thusday 9th; The silence, well, what do you do when you have to stay silent all day, over think, what happens when you over think? You get depressed and cry all day. Silly Gilday. But lunch was amusing, as i couldn't really do much, myself, Gabriella, and William destroyed my uggs, meaning i had nothing to wear on my feet for the rest of the day, thank you two for making my feet freeze. Might i congratulate everyone else on collecting as much money as they did on their stools, our enterprise group is actually amazing.
Friday 10th; The boyfriends birthday, it was a good ay at school, until i got home started to feel shit ended up collapsing into bed. Didn't really do much but cry. Didn't get any sleep either, Hence the shitty mood I'm in this morning.Saturday 11th; Yes, i stumbled out of bed at like 9:45 threw up, got dressed and put my make up on, just to go through files on my PC that made me cry and ruin most of it. Aren't i smart.

This is killing me;
Whilst going through my old files, i found mine and Alex's old conversations. After reading them i had cried a huge puddle on my desk, I've been such a dick towards him in the past and I'm glad I've changed. Yes, I'm still protective, but not as much as i used to be, i never gave him any space. I never let him do anything, not even change his msn name without questioning him. What a div, I'm happy I've changed towards our relationship. Giving him the freedom he needs, hopefully i won't screw us up this time.

Another striking thing;
Daniel Mill's over obsessed pal, stop sending me formspring crap, I'm well aware who you are, even though you haven't actually confronted me about it. You act like the world is over cause hes talking to me, I'm not involved in your friendship so leave me out of this, and before you post a little bitchy thing about me, don't bother, cause its truly not worth it. I don't give to shits what you call me, or if you like me, all i have done is try and help yours and Daniels friendship stay strong, ask him if you don't believe me.

Well this has been just awful.
Mia Elly Gilday. ♥

6th of Decemeber.

Damn Gilday, what do you do to yourself.

Right first things first, the hair is back, BAM! its pink and green, pretty cool right.
Also, if i havent been seeming alright recently, its not anything personal agasint you, i've just got alot on my plate right now, and i'm finding it hard to deal with. But you know Gilday, barbie smiles all the way.

Other things; Christmas cards, i still have not written those little silly things LOL, but i have wraped my beautiful ladys and my handsome gentlemens presents.
Formspring abuse; LOL! Oh dear, your such a child "Daniel Mills me not you" please, get over yourself, not once have i said this boy loves me. I know Dan inside out and he's one of my very good pals, i dont see what you have agasint me as i'm not stoping you from talking to him. Poor fool.
The weather; Pretty shit right? Screwing up everyones hair and makeup. Damn humidity.
Music; My life has been over run by Mayday Parade, Muse, All Time Low and Sliverstein recently. I love it. Just pop my iPod in and off i go. :')
Wednesday; Hell yeah! The boys coming round for dinner, lets hope my mother doesnt embarress everyone this time. ¬__¬"

Well thats all for now. :')

Mia Elly Gilday. ♥

And the night goes on.

Oh hai there life. Want to get better now thanks?

yeah, tonight's been pretty bad, some cunts right.

Anyway, the positives;

Amazing chat to Danielle Couzins about the future *cough* 10 years time Christmas *cough* and presents *cough* JLS *cough*, Pahaa Tuesday. This chick keeps me stable, Especially tonight. Gosh i love her very muchly. :')
Another amazing chick is Jessica Mae Vernon, What a sweetheart, we've spoken so much recently, i wish i had listened to her sooner about a certain cunt face though, ahaa, i do love this kiddo. ;)
Alex fricking Howard, oh how i love you. You keep my happy all the time, no matter what the problem is. I'm glad i can just run to your door and you'll come see me even if your in your PJ's :3. I'm missing you right now sweetie.
Manchester even though i have not seen much of this beautiful lady she's still a massive part of my unwinding life, i feel a catch up session should happen soon. i love you hun.
And finally Klesel, he's a sweetheart, Danielle Couzins is lucky to have such a gentleman, he looks after me even if we've drifted. What, a, babe. :')

My Look;
Right I've gone for the most simple look till Christmas;
Ponytail, not really dying my hair, one small stripe of eyeliner, and pink/red lipstick. I'm not wearing many bracelets anymore either. Its winter i mean, its good to have a simpler time before Christmas.

Got the idea yet sweetheart?

Mia Elly Gilday. ♥

Again i put it off.

I feel i have been putting off blogging for a very long time, far to much going on; Coursework, exams, snow, boyfriend, family, and christmas LOL!

Hehe, i successfully have opened 4 doors on my hello kitty advent calender.

Well the past month I've had some amazing times, but the best have to be; Mumma mia, this had to be the best school performance we've ever done. It was actually visually stunning, and sung beautifully. Well done to all my beautiful friends in it, Especially my gorgeous lady friends, and Mr Klesel. Also William with your "lighting" skills LOL!
Friday, Friday, Friday; that is one day i will never forget, the snowball fight int he KS4 playground was absolutely amazing. Thank you William for making me freezing cold... all day.¬__¬"
Hyper hyper hyper, Happy happy happy; this is how it should be. We're young, we should enjoy life whilst we're still young.

My friends are amazing. I have to be honest I'm not quite the same, and i have lost quite alot this term, but people still believe in me, for that i thank you lot.
The main people in my life right now have to be; Alex Howard, William Rudge, Edward Klesel, Danielle Couzins, Jessica Vernon, Emma Martin, Gabriella David, Megan Bull And Dannielle Manchester.

I've pretty much lost sight of reality; I'm living my dream, i have fantastic friends, the most amazing boyfriend and a great family. Yes, everything has its downfall, but it always climbs its way back up to the top.

The hair; yes, its pretty blank, only because the weather keeps ruining it. I think I'll just go back to the pink and leave it till next year.

Bam! Remember kids, Wrap up warm.

Mia Elly Gilday ♥