i'll make a stand right here. ♥

Reasontly i have learnt to stand alone, and to fight my own battles. I've had alot of crap over the last month, but it only makes you realise who you real friends are, and who are just the people who believe rumors over the truth.

A few things about Mia Gilday;

i don't lie.

i don't hurt people.

i only bitch, if you've bitched first.

i don't copy people.

i don't treat people unfairly.

I am however;

Honest.

Loyal.

Trustworthy.

And original.

And I'm sorry if you think differently.

'cause it just shows you don't know me.

And if you don't like it.
Screw off, you don't have to like me. But it doesn't give you a right to say shit about me like you know who i am.

Mia Elly Gilday. ♥

Got bit by the bug ♥

Well, well, well. That was one exciting day;
Loosing £20,
Walking for hours,

Freezing our arses off,

Getting my glasses stolen,

Making screamo versions of soft songs,

Guessing the furture,

And laughing till it hurt :')

Kathryn cave, i do love you :')
You make me smile on my worst days. ♥

Mia Elly Gilday ♥

Not again ♥

You truly amaze me. ♥

Right, When i first laid my eyes upon you, i was like "GODDAMNITBOY!". One things for sure, i never thought we'd be as close as we are.

Lets say, when i first saw you, i tried to change myself, make myself stand out more, so you'd notice me. ROFL! Look where that's got me! Green hair, mass amounts of makeup and slutty clothes. So maybe the change, wasn't for the best. But as i have said before, what happens, happens.
You are literally the most gorgeous thing to walk on this earth, in looks and personality. Also your hugs are pretty amazing to. ♥
I love how i can now call you "my best friend" 'cause you've been there for me, pretty much the whole time; good or bad.
To be honest with you, i wasted most of my time drawing pictures, and writing songs about you. When we first started talking; My sleeping and my eating reduced and all my feelings stoped, i honestly didn't know what to do, Or say to you.
I didn't realise how easy it would be to talk to you. And now i can happily say we can talk all day with out running out of things to say ♥
Now i understand that your the best thing to happen to me..

and I'm sorry. i don't mean to be a gay little prick :) ♥

Mia Elly Gilday ♥

¬.¬ ♥

And that folks is how you loose everything you love in half an hour. ♥

♥

"I remember a year ago I was standing in the crowd
waiting for my chance to break through, my chance to live again." - In Fates hands, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

That is all. ♥

These Broken Wings ♥

" No we don't see eye to eye anymore " - kids in glass houses - church tongues.

But that it in a nutshell, recently every things became my fault again. Some stupid little boy has been saying things about me that are not true. And i guess is just trying to get some kind of enjoyment out of this, when really i have don't nothing wrong. But you know, clearly i have, cause I'm Mia Gilday, the push over (Y).

And then you get the "best friends" who are really just bitches with a cause. This is why i don't have girls that are friends, cause things always happen, and I'm always the wrong one, the one who clearly screws everything up. But when i stick to my boy mates i get called "slut" and "whore". Which is stating i have slept with them all which i haven't. I don't run around sleeping with everything with a pulse.

I don't know who you people actually think i am. but to myself, all i am is the girl who doesn't want to act like everyone else. Which doesn't mean I'm a nasty stuck up whore, i hate hurting people. i hate acting like a bitch, i hate arguing, but you circus clowns make me feel like I'm walking in a mirror maze, not knowing where I'm meant to be going.

We're more alike than you think

Mia Elly Gilday ♥

One of those times ♥

well... photo's photo's photo's ♥

Tbh.. i love Kathryn Cave, Shes Amazing. ♥

 Some days are just worth remembering ♥ 

Yours Forever Mia Elly Gilday ♥

Sing a new song ♥

I'm Fake!

There i said it, will you leave me alone now?
You formspring haters make me laugh, say it to my face, Okay?
Calling me "slut, Whore, Fake, & Dannii's shadow".. really? Sing a new song.
What have i done to you? Nothing..
I'm not here to hurt people, or say shit behind peoples back.
i don't hurt people. i don't do stupid things.
i know i have in the past, but that was then, and I've grown up.
What i am now, is different to what i was, i used to be the depressed emo kid, who thought everything was always going wrong, but I'm not that anymore, I enjoy life, i live it to its fullest, and if shit happens, it happens.
So if you really think saying stupid little anonymous comments is going to bring me down, i don't think so.

Seriously. bark up a new tree.

Yours Faithfully
Mia Elly Gilday ♥

This Ones For You ♥

Joshua Hewlett
I have no clue what to write...

You Sweetheart, are a babe. I must admit you can go over the top sometimes, but we love you anyway. 
One Thing;
I'm not dying my hair white ^_^ 

But we're still adopting Mr Murray :) ♥

I remember sitting next to you in maths, i used to hate it, you and your annoying little voice, and when you broke your fingers, and i had to write for you :')
Babe, i miss that :') ROFL!

You've cracked me up since the moment we met in year 7 ;)
You little cracker :') i love it when you steal my little pink jacket, and how it fits you so well :')
And our little bitches about people in the middle of lessons ♥

Your an absolute lovely boy, but you are a nut, I mean seriously, chill out.  :)
Fuck me, i actually have no clue what to write.. But Yeah, i love you joshie :') ♥

Thats what you get ♥

This blog is about dear Mr Alex Byles;
Ohh Haii There.
You wanted this so you know, i thought I'd write you one. at 2am..
Well, Yeah..
I suppose i should thank you for always being there for me. :)
We carry many memories with our third part Alex Howard. exspecailly all the summers we have spent together watching TV and playing xbox XD
Your truly brilliant.
You shouldn't let love troubles get you down, its not worth it babe.
Be happy about who you are, not who you want others to believe you are.
Your truly something ;)
Anyway yeah : )
That was for you :)

Tata, and have a good day :)

Loosing all feeling.

Competiton
Reastonly i have relised how much i have to compete with other people for just what i want. Im not particually prepared to do this.
Yes i want you. But apprently, No i cant have you.
There are a possibably a million and one other girls that like you, And i cant compare with the way they look and how they are.
I Have litterally. Fallen head over heels in love with you, But telling you is something i shall not do.


Losing Everything
At this moment i feel i have lost nearly everything, including my self respect.
Its funny, How if someone assumes something and spread it round, I seem to get blamed, Even though im not even part of what is going on.


I cant shake this feeling
Those butterflys i get in my stomach, that lump in my throat when i think of you with someone else. I wish i could get over you. But honestly, i cant. You still mean the world to me, And even if you hate me im still going to try and be the best of friends with you.
I'd do anything to make you happy.

Originality is key